juz becos of the bloody bouquet, i didnt get to see ahzi at all whn she waved to me in the van whn she left, cos i was concentrating on picking it up and making in look good whn ahzi juz waved at me and i didnt realise at all. and wad the shit hell, do u think u have the rights to say that u stood at the red carpet for dunno %^(*& hours and u are so tired? pls, who are the lugi ones? we stayed over and we werent in front! we were at the back holding on to things and we didnt complain at all, wad rights do u have to complain?

me,eve,kw,amanda,adeline and shihui didnt see the rc at all cos all of u were in front and blocking! and guess wad, me eve and kw stayed over! and we werent in front, its not abt being in front or not, if i wan to make things diff, i would have asked all of u to be behind already, forget abt taking pics or wad, i dun care, first come first serve, but we didnt. cos we didnt wan anyth bad to happen, and we wan queen to pass the bouquet to ahzi. SHUDDUP FREAKS.

okay i'm reacting like this cos i saw how other wrote abt gcma rc, how tired they are, how suay they are for not being able to see ahzi, WAD ABT US? think with your head, not your ass.

"Think before you say anything, because if you don't, it usually comes out wrong and unintentional. We wouldn't want that would we?No games. No politics. No mulling over what's lost or gained. We look forward, sometimes we stay awhile on the spot to enjoy the scenery. But the world doesn't wait for us. So we have to keep going." - ahzi

not that i dun love ahzi anymore, its juz that i think the frenships created in the fc is very precious, i treasure them alot. but i still love ahzi ya!!! juz that i wun hurt my frens juz because i wan to get close to ahzi.

ahzi is still as cute as ever, she gave us 3 flying kisses without us asking for it, wahah see!! she is loving us more and more after everyday. wahaha..

gcma nite was fun, from tonning overnite and getting bitten by those bloody mosquitoes, to knowing joey fc, to crying during rc cos if the tics to the running across from one end to another end of the red carpet, climbing up the drain without thinking of any consequences juz to pass ahzi the rocher bouquet, to holding hands tightly and holding on to each other when they annouce the winners, to laughing at my ma whn she was searching for me, to hand signalling to ahzi and seeing her awkward expressions were juz fond memories i had tog with the fc, or rather tog with queen,eve, kor, kw and zy:)

these few days were filled with tears and realisations, i've grown up abit after so many things happened. we'll be meeting up soon i guess after queen's exams, cos kor still has got the voucher! and i told him i wanna use it already!=D eating is my forte!I

both kor and i think that my tutor is very funny and cute.. wahaha..after that funny day and those convers, kor concluded again that she does not look like a lec at all!!! THATS YOU! MS GOH ,IF U HAPPEN TO READ THIS!hahaha

i seem happy now but sometimes my mood juz changes to dunno wad, ha, dun bring me up high for a while and throw me down to the bottom the nxt while, it hurts even more badly.




both of us are just too foolish; i duwan to regret and i hope u duwan too.